what an emotional half hour...

Daddy just called from Guatemala. Steve and Shyrel brought Flor down for dinner in Antigua. He called thinking, maybe, that I would like to talk to her... uh, YES PLEASE!!
He handed her the phone and I began to speak... she didn't respond at all, not sure what her face was saying, but she wasn't talking back to me. That was fine. I wasn't upset about that as much as I was when they handed the phone back to Daddy she just started bawling and I could hear her. He said she had fallen asleep on the way to Antigua. So she was a little overwhelmed.
My heart is just broken right now. To hear her crying, knowing that there is nothing I can do from here. I can't hold her, comfort her... I just broke down crying when we got off the phone. I couldn't help it and I didn't even feel it coming. I couldn't pick my face up. My heart just feels so heavy...

***EDIT*** Daddy just called back... Flor has woken up a little bit and warmed up to everyone. She's sitting in Daddy's lap and he handed her the phone. I talked to her for several minutes and she just sat there listening. Daddy told me later that she was sitting so still while listening to me talk to her. When he handed her the phone a second time (he had to make sure I was still talking to her), she said, "HOLA MAMA!!" I said back to her, "HOLA FLORICITA!!", and she just bursted out laughing!! It was so adorable!! I feel much better now knowing she's having a good time and loving on her abuelito!!