It's out of my hands!

I sent the application to begin the home study off yesterday morning! It was such a relief to get it out of my hands and moving! But strangely it was hard to let go of. I mean literally, even at the post office. I guess I was giving up control, which is always a struggle. But isn't it funny that sometimes it's easier to hold onto things even when it gets nothing accomplished, just because we're afraid of failure?!? Where does that fear come from?
But I have to admit that I feel so excited to see how God will stretch my faith!

Please pray with me that God will send his angels along with this paperwork and touch the hearts of the people who touch it.