Partied out

This is a week full of birthdays and today we celebrated Clay turning 4!! The exciting part for me is that this is actually the first time in Clay's life I've been here for his birthday! Well, except for his actual birth. But he really doesn't pay much attention to it. He just knows I was here today and could've probably cared less. He had his friends and cousins here and played so hard, he'll probably pass out at bedtime tonight!

Brennan's birthday was yesterday and I can't believe that my first nephew is 10 years old.. Time just goes by too fast!! But he really is becoming an amazing little man! I'm very proud of him and Tanner!

It's just hitting me that my first home study visit is this Friday. In a way it seems to be coming up really quickly and in a way I feel like this week will last forever!! I'm really ready for it to be here. I can't wait to meet my social worker and of course get going with the adoption.

It becomes more real to me everyday that Flor is my daughter. Just when I think I can't love her any more than I already do... I DO!!! I have a little nightgown that I bought for her hanging on the armoir in front of my bed.

(*sigh*)

I really miss her.






I start work this week. The doctor is back and it will be at full-swing!!

This is going to be another good week.